hey guys long time no update huh?
well a few things have been pretty crazy for me lately alot of stuff going on with me personally, mentally stuff like that which some of you would get and yea other things too some of which is just confusing me right now =_____= (urgh im so tired)

so most recent i was in an accident the other day, dont worry im fine for now atleast my car is in the processes of getting looked into =____= btw it happend because people cant F!@#inkg read a sign that says "S T O P" so not my fault period

animefest Nov8 went fairly well aside from a whoole lot of BS that set me off at work with a particular manager so theres a chance my job could be a risk :/

im still working on a few new cosplays im hoping to sport for MegaCon next year im hoping to still go with some peoples i know in a small group but ive been having some slight doubts lately but thats only because im suprisingly pesamistic if you dont know me personally urgh=_=

yea ummm idk been really really tired of dealing with my own BS idk how in the bloody hell but my old personality decided to come back and really i just kind of hate myself alot right now

i havent really hung out with anyone all week aside from being at the comic shop most of it and wasting time putting together a weapons tournament *foam weapons* but thats not enough to really pick me up from mild depression xP though it is alot of fun kicking some butt again, its been so long since ive felt the rush of using a sword *foam XP* but either way its still fun knocking all kinds of people down a peg and beating up people who do alot of talking x3 haahh good times gooood times but yea theres still some other things i could bring up but really id just rather not only because i hate it when i start getting into these lil moments of slight depressions urgh idk why i deal with people sometimes

oh yea by that last statement i was really just referring to a a friend of mine who is dating a total DOUCHEBAG of a guy and so in turn were no longer friends as far as im aware since she cant talk to other guys.........yea i seriously just said that i bet hes "not" talking to other girls xP douche and also im totally inlove with Gurren Lagann if you havent seen it yet you must itsa C-DuB must watch Anime x3